Saturday, November 22, 2003
Every thing every day seemed to be the same...
Nothing different that i can say.
To those lives that i've lost it was inevitable coz it's God's say,
In my heart you won't be far away.
I'm contented with wat i have,
But i really miss the fun tymes and the laughs
Now i know that i'm all alone
All alone in this mystery and misery
Nothing in this world can change the fate
That what i am is what i am
It'll be juz another boring day
Where i'll juz sit down and wait
Looking blatantly at an open space
And some people stare at my blatant face.
I'll build castles in the air,thinking of you
But i know i wont get to hold you
Touch you and feel you
But baby, i wanna let you know that i love you...
---wrecked @ 11/22/2003 05:52:00 AM---
Friday, November 21, 2003
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Thursday, November 20, 2003
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
---wrecked @ 11/18/2003 08:51:00 AM---
Monday, November 17, 2003
---wrecked @ 11/17/2003 06:37:00 PM---
Every step you take is a fate
Where nobody else but God makes
Look forward to what future waits
But don't look back coz time won't wait
A tragedy i can't withstand
A moment i can't throw back
Why do you hafta leave so fast
When i still need your words and support by my side
Though i'm in a state of misery which i didn't want to
I can't do anything but there's one thing that i can do
Ask for forgiveness and pray for ur safety.
May God save you and put you in heaven
ANd when right tyme comes
I'll hope to see you again...
In the midst of rain in my life...
You're the one in my life i won't forget...
Grandmaw...
Though it's been 4 years since you left...
In my mind i still keep you in
All your words and advice are still kept
You i will always love... Day out and day in....
Damn damn damn. Band on saturday. Late for band today. Dammit. 4 daes more to raya. Haha... Impatient i guess. Everything's settled. Homework's the problem now. Dammit. Hate it but its for ma own good anywaes. After buka solat then do homework. Malay exercises first. Urghh...
Boring day boring day... YAY!!! Watever nonsense Syqo. I love someBODY!! Just see the conditions... Hahaha. Gonna go for an interview for a part tyme job at Muhammadiyah health care centre. Ahakz... $50 bucks per dae is good enough ay. YEah!!! Pay ma dues and buy new handphone and new bag. Wee~
Siap for buka. My tummy laper. Hahahaha!!!~
Life's cold... And shitty sometimes... My elder bro was forced to get out of the crib... Ma mom cursed him... Sigh... Why should life be this cruel...? Why did he lose respect to his own mom which had grow him up... Pity him... but he doesnt wanna accept it... May God save him... Although i and him are like rivals.... I have the humane heart...
I'm suffering a headache today... Feel like throwing up... But never mind... I'm not in the mood for anything... Gonna do my homework later....
6 daes to hari raya... Wanna relax now... Holler...
Im still sleepy as ever... Damn sleepy bum. Going to school later... Damn... Yesterday ma first ex hollered me... Pretty shock... YEsterday night when i was asleep she sent me 2 messages and she called me "beloved". What's that bout? I got no idea what she meant it for.. But seriously i miss her....
Gonna start wit ma homework later... Loats of them... Just like sentinels you know... Hehehe... And i seem to be lazy today... I just wanna get back to my bed... If only i could... Ma juniors are expecting to see me... Wanna me to come early... Geesh...
Got no idea wat to type anywae... Wanna go to Bow Wow's webbie wanna check out some new stuffs...holler...
It's been a tiring day.... To Geylang then to Bugis... And im having band practice tomorrow... DAMMIT!! It's boring there but i hafta come... Save me for that please... Buy kuih... Cut ma hair(poor afro)... Searched for new bags... Found one... Hehehe... It's cool by the way...
Later buka eat nasi briyani dam... Arghh... my tummy's calling. Kakakaka. HAri raya's juz next week... WOW WEEE!!! Hahaha... Planned to buy either 112 or Jagged Edge new album... And a second hand 3315... I prefer monophonics to polyphonics... Waiting for the money... Hahaha...
Anyways..wanna get ready for buka... Holler... \/
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