semi-optimist.

Saturday, November 29, 2003

Quite a tired but nyce day... Today's band practice was okay... With a cute boy..a brother of my former crush... He's nyce.. fast learner too... Everything went on fine... We got chocolatas.. Gifts from teachers... Hahahaha... Whatever the fink is... everything was pretty fine... No other word can be used to describe... Just fine...

2 weeks more to band camp... errr... Don't feel like going... But it's a must to go. Anywaes.. went to 2 open house... One is a long tyme friend of mine... The other is a fellow hip hopper... A bgirl i shud say. Had a nyce tyme... Some people which i didn't know.. Knows me... Quite scary... but i can't say anything... Just shocked... The girl is coming to ma crib on Monday. WEEE!~ Gon' be ma day... Wakrakakakaka!

Anyways... Gon' end ma day here... Peace..!~

---wrecked @ 11/29/2003 10:30:00 PM---

Friday, November 28, 2003

Its raining... Yes.. It is.. It was.. Whatever bout it. Ma long tyme close couzie came... From a tought kid to a softy... What's for the change? He brought his two cute younger siblings and a pretty chica... His sister i think...(correct me if i'm wrong). Don't give a damn bout it aye. And now... ma bro's frenziez are here... Ma frenziez were at ma crib yesterdae night. And ma aunt's familay is coming soon... I'm so slack... i guarantee that...

Going to 2 open houses tomorrow... Oh man... Doesn't stop there... Sunday is to cikgu's crib and on Monday is ma ex-boo's open house... Hope ma tummy's not exploding. Hope to get as much buckiez as possible... Ma collection this year is dropping. Aiyah....

No idea now...Get back later...

---wrecked @ 11/28/2003 04:30:00 PM---

Evanescense - My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

---wrecked @ 11/28/2003 11:51:00 AM---

Thursday, November 27, 2003

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look at this the same
but all the miles that seperate
disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're with me in my dreams
and tonight girl it's only you and me

the miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life was overrated
but i hope that it gets better as we go

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl it's only you and me

everything i know,and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away my love

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl it's only you and me

---wrecked @ 11/27/2003 11:23:00 AM---

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

I love you... I wish you knew...
Ain't a lie but it's true
I'll do anything for you...
Just to be with you...

Every single day i think of you
Every single night i dream of you
There's nothing else that i wanna do..
But just to love you
I never thought that i'll fall for you
Your sweet eyes and lucious lips just makes me drool for you
Wanna make it right with you
Make our minds intertwine
Make love together for a lifetime
I'll pray for this wish to come true
And i'll never stop my mouth from uttering "I love you."...

---wrecked @ 11/26/2003 02:02:00 PM---

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

As i type out this entry... My soul suddenly became empty. Moments of torment and grief's left insyde... The moments i can't hide... Sadness subsided in me on this very day... Brought me down to fray... Wishing that the ones lost would return... And my sadness burnt. But all i can do now is cherish the moments and words given to me... Everyone will meet their deaths one day... We'll never know when.... It's all God's say... All i have to do now... is to push myself on...

---wrecked @ 11/25/2003 06:57:00 AM---

Monday, November 24, 2003

A day before the very day
Remembrance of the ones lost took over words i wanted to say
On a day full of happiness and excitement
Replaced by moments of sadness and silence

However we can't look back and turn back tyme
ANd took the ones lost and bring them back to life
All i can do is just send some prayers
May God put them in heaven

Although sadness and grief i feeling is rampant
I can't give up and i hafta carry on
For your love and patience i respect
May we meet again in heaven....

Grandma... I miss you... Love you...

To everyone...friends and all.... i wish y'all selamat hari raya..maaf zahir batin... If i ever did anything wrong or hurt ur feelings and y'all forgive me....

---wrecked @ 11/24/2003 02:59:00 PM---

Besok dah hari raya... hehehe... Happy and sad uh... Happy coz get to wear ma new clothes and i've completed one month of fasting and i managed to get out of trouble at least. Hahaha. Sad cuz i can't celebrate wit ma grandmaw... I miss you... Today staying home... Tonight go Geylang... Woohooo~ Conperm packo the stacko. Warkarakokoko...~!~@

Im still feeling sleepy.. Kepala tha dizzy.... Chat in irc kosong no owang. Wahh.. So the boring.... Im listening to Thank God I Found You remix... So soothing... Miss a girl out there that i love. But i don't have the looks... What to do... I hope she loves me too... Wanna make it up with her and make it last forever...

Anywaes... ma head out of ink.. Hahaha... Tata...~

---wrecked @ 11/24/2003 10:04:00 AM---

Sunday, November 23, 2003

Everything seemed fine today... Nothing else i can say... Today is just another day.. Which seemed to be the same... yesterday is history... Today is a new day, the present. Feeling quite bored... No idea wat else to do... Going out later to go somewhere... To town maybe? Or the library... i guess... I got a job..but it sucks... Have to collect donations around.... Damn it... Damn i hate it. Per day...at least i know i'll get...erm... 30 buckz per dae... that's gd enuff... Ma bill's coming.... ARGHH!!!!! ANd ma head's outta ideas now... I catcha back later. Peash~

---wrecked @ 11/23/2003 12:49:00 PM---

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