semi-optimist.

Friday, December 19, 2003

Today was very tiring... Thought back what i've done right and wrong today and in the past... Haiz... Haus tol otak aku. Nehmind... What am i suppose to say...? Ok... Had a fun session with CDS... Gonna ask Samad for ma application to be part... Samad.. hope you ain't mad at me... Had a friendly one-on-one battle... As you might know.. i lost... I CAN'T FLARE, JACKHAMMER,WINDMILL... got that? Anyways Samad, you're a big brother to me. CDS,thanx for being there for me... Y'all are like a family of mine. Always be remembered and cherish. Wanna bobok now... Have band tomorrow. Pissed off by that!! Goodnyte...

---wrecked @ 12/19/2003 11:40:00 PM---

"Officially Missing You"

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

---wrecked @ 12/19/2003 11:19:00 PM---

Thursday, December 18, 2003

I've been going through the pain and the misery/
And it's been hard to get through this epiphany/
The pain still sticks to my brain/
And this pain just get me insane/
In vain, i am pulling my hair to let go of this insanity/
Trying to ask myself out of curiousity/
Why do people have to avoid me and be ignoring me/
And be given names and be hated when i've been sticking to myself all this while/
But it's alright coz i know one day you'll feel the pain/
When i'm gone, you'll realize and feel the pain sticking up to your brain/

I thank God that i've found the love i've been looking for/
As all this while i've been doing nothing but dreaming of my dream girl/
Now i've found the one that i've been looking for/
Which has given my life a swirl/
With your sweet smile, sweet words and your sweet touch/
You assured me that i'm worth to be your boo/
It's so true/
I ain't gonna do anything silly to break your heart into pieces/
This i promise you and i ain't saying this out of hypocrisy/

I love you boo/
And i know u love me too/
Ain't nothing else i wanna do/
But just to be with you/
I'm waiting for any single oppurtunity just to be with you/
And i promise you/
There ain't nobody else in my life that i love except you/

---wrecked @ 12/18/2003 03:14:00 PM---

*Yawn*... Good morning mr.lone. Haha.. whatever it is... Just woke up and ma bro was playing the computer so before i wanna take ma bath i update ma bloggie first. Hehe*. First up... I just can't wait for the collabo thingee... Had always wanted to be in one... Hope it'll really really come true. I'm listening to Phoxie's Ya Never Know... Lyke that song a lot... Now i'm chatting wit ma boo... Sajak la tu dua2 lom mandi. Kekekeke!!

Boo... i told myself...and i promised you... I'll try my best that i wont break your heart.. And i wont disappoint you... And boo... don't quarrel wit your cuzzy bout that message thingy ayte...

I'm gonna meet ma sister at Ang Mo Kio station... She hafta meet her friends at Hougang Mall... And there's a sesat girl named Ayu from Yishun... She told me she got ma number from Candy and Candy doesn't even know this girl... Who the hell can that alienated moron be? Nah... Bug you bugger.. Anyways... Wanna take ma shower... Dada~

---wrecked @ 12/18/2003 09:29:00 AM---

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Today was a chillin' cold day... Went to Pasir Ris beach with my newly attached boo... She was so cute and sooo fine. Oh my... Anyways.. saw ma schoolmate, Dino with his girl of i dunno what the hell is her name who is also from ma skool... How the hell did they get there...? None of ma damn business. But anyways, i had a great tyme wit her. I love you boo... I can't believe it but we lotta things in common... Kinda strange.. But she doesnt like PINK! Darns. Hahaha. Drop that ish... Nothin else matters.. Only our love matters. Hehehe. Tomorrow see her again. yay!! Whatever it is mr.lone. Now i'm listening to John Mayer. YEah.. he's great... Love his music. So emo. Weee!~~ I like it lots. Coming back bout ma girl... Talked to her for almost an hour... Seems not enough... Ma mom bugged me. Nehmind. Even after being wit boo for 6 hours,its not enough. Argh!! I'm so terribly crazy...

Now everything in the house is so quiet... I'm the only left awake... Gee... Are you afraid of the dark? I'm not. Hehehe... Got no damn idea i'm talking bout... Waiting for tomorrow.. Damn... Feel so lovey dovey... I'm out...

---wrecked @ 12/16/2003 10:47:00 PM---

Monday, December 15, 2003

Tomorrow's gonna be the day.. Where my life will change once again... The girl i've been waiting for a long tyme will be mine tomorrow... After some tyme no contact... She still remembers me and still keep her feelings for me... We spending time at Pasir Ris Park tomorrow... A chilling day at the beach... She'll be laying in my arms with my lips on hers... The words she called me.. The names she gave me... Just flattened me out... And i can't stop denying... I'm in love with her... Damn.. i'm so lovey dovey now... Wani... To dreamland i go... goodnight people~

---wrecked @ 12/15/2003 11:07:00 PM---

"143"

How many times have I called you
While you were working just to say
Left messages on your answering machine
About three or four times a day
There aren't many more ways in words that I can say
So I'll just say numerically from my heart to you - 143

So many times I've brought roses
Just to see that smile on your face
I can't remember how many e-mails I sent you
Just to tell you about my day
There aren't many more ways in words that I can say
So I'll just say numerically from my soul to you - 143

Girl you know you are so special to me
And you deserve to be treated exclusively
I treat you like Valentines Day 365 a year
Make sure that everything you need will always be right here
I just refuse to be your typical ordinary run of the mill
Garden variety lover
I'll make sure everyday you live will be like Christmas Eve
I wanna make you feel fine
Just like a summer breeze
Cause I refuse to be predictable average run of the mill
Garden variety love
See sometimes words may get in the way
Of things that you really really meant to say
So I wanna out this time to make sure that how I really feel
Gets through to you
Cause listen
There aren't many more ways and words that I can say
So I choose to tell you how I feel in a numerical way'
Got so tired of trying to find the most complicated way
To say it to you so I simplified and broke it down
To 143 - and that means I love you

---wrecked @ 12/15/2003 01:32:00 PM---

Late at night under the moonlight...
Looking at the stars blinking and shining bright...
And to the moon i can see...
You smiling at me...

With your love i can fly with my wings...
To get you all the love in this world, I will bring
You got ma words and you got ma devotion
Baby girl don't worry coz i'll give you love wif affection
I'll bear the pain and consequences for you
And i'll do anything else you want me to do
I love you true...
And i will always do...

Through good and bad tymes,
I'll be loving you always...
With our hearts intertwined,
My love for you will always stay...

---wrecked @ 12/15/2003 10:18:00 AM---

Sunday, December 14, 2003

It feels like a fantasy...
And it really feels like one
It feels like a dream of us together on the high seas
Feeling love together with perfection
Simply and truely,aint erotically
Switch the world upside down between fantasy and reality
A touch of your hand makes me squirm
And girl i'm just so into you....

---wrecked @ 12/14/2003 11:10:00 AM---

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