semi-optimist.

Friday, December 26, 2003

Tired and paiseh-ing moment... But fun though... And a lil of heartbreak... But nehmind the heartbreak for now... besok2 je lah babe... My dumb "girl" asked for a break up through sms. Got no guts huh? Heran tak heran... Wasted my money and my love. Don't think of getting me back. However... my day was fine... Srul took my finger four hollowback photo. Thanx dude... Happy and proud of it... My shoulder injury's coming back... Selamat kan aku!!! Hell... And there was a paiseh-est moment.. Maseh banyak2 nyer Doink, Haikal and Dol. Thanks to you 3. And not forgetting Nadia. Hope you all had fun k. Anyways... Feeling emo now... Grr... Gdnyte...

---wrecked @ 12/26/2003 10:57:00 PM---

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Ok.. I'm back again... Nothing else in my mind but blogging. Yes i am. I ready the Berita Harian. Went laughing like an idiot... Seriously... You wanna do some trouble and you do it at the swimming complex. OMG! Seriously i was laughing my head off. Anyways,cut that crap for now. Got better things for me to do.

Ok... ate nasi briyani for lunch and dinner. Still hungry. Wahahaha. Nehmind. Another thing... i have band tomorrow. Wah liau!~ Na bo ti nang tok tok cheng!! Hafta sleep early. Till then... Goodnight...~

---wrecked @ 12/25/2003 10:39:00 PM---

Rain rain on a Christmas Day. Went to help my uncle today... His friend moving house... Bungalow sia... Tiring but fun though... And it was great too... I got 70 bucks!! Wanted to by snow cap... Yessie!!! Im buying it either soon or tomorrow. Can't wait for tomorrow. Missing something... Hahaha!* What the crappy crap. Anyways,my mum cooked nasi briyani... *ssslurp*

Listening to Urban Xchange.. The Booty Song... Miss the dancing on Saturday a lot. Hahaha. Got high. DayuMz... The best party i ever had... In exception of the drum n bass vs hip hop thingy. That was doper and crazier... but too bad it was months ago. A girl approaching me asking me why im so alone and all and suddenly end up dancing with her. Sounded like a dream but hell yeah... She did so. Weird but true. Sunday watching movie... What show? See for myself on that damn soulidified*whatever the werd is* day.

About yesterday... It was Rusydi's(bboy from LsB which is a crew from sengkang) bday. But hell didnt keropok the biskut of of him. Tomorrow then dude. hahaha. Here comes the pain. :P But anyways, get my ass out for a while. getcha later. Peace!

---wrecked @ 12/25/2003 06:06:00 PM---

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

I'm simply so moodless and feeling sucky right now and got no idea why... Put my ears on and listening to Stupid... Haiz... So sick and tired of my geocities website... anyways.. fuggit... Im so not in the mood... Wanted to go out... But it's sucky going out alone... So dumb. Been going out alone for... like 6 years now... Not always la... Duh~ But hell... Who cares bout it anyway. Miss Farzy Farz told me not to be too emo so yeah... Thanx sweety lady. Lega sikit aku sekarang. Your cd will be done by friday.

My back is itching me. Fuggit! I'm so restless now... Oh yeah... Just remembered.... Its MTV JAMS today. Haha.. wat the bug...*kentot at his own face* I'm spitting nonsense but nehmind. it's P.I.M.P on MTV Jams now. That song all over again is making me insane. My mum be cooking nasi ayam. Wahahaha* And i could hear my mum sounding like a frog outside. *How dare you syqo* Heehee. My mind is blank now. Hit the road now syqotic syqo...

---wrecked @ 12/24/2003 11:59:00 AM---

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Twista - Slow Jamz (feat. Jamie Foxx and Kayne West)

Are you gonna be
Say that you're gonna be

Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh...

She said she wants some Marvin Gaye, some Luther Vandross, a little Anita, will definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)
She said she want some Ready for the World, some New Edition, some Minnie Ripperton, and definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)

I told her to drive over in your new whip
Bring some friends you cool with
Imma bring da cool whip
Then I want you to strip
See you is my new chick
So we get our grind on
She be grabbin, callin me Biggie like Shine home
Man I swear she fine homes
Why she always lying though
Tellin me them diamonds when she know they rhinestones
She got a light skinned friend look like Michael Jackson
Got a dark skinned friend look like Michael Jackson
I play 'Ready for the World' - she was ready for some action
My dawg said you aint no freak, so you got to prove my man wrong
Imma play this Vandross
You gon' take your pants off
Imma play this Galdys Knight
Me and you gon' get right

She said she wants some Marvin Gaye, some Luther Vandross, a little Anita, will definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)
She said she want some Ready for the World, some New Edition, some Minnie Ripperton, and definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)

Got you lookin at the gliss at my hands and wrists
While i'm likely at smokin on my canibus
When it come to rockin original like Marvin and Luther
I can tell you aint no messin with Kan-man and Twist
From the Chi and I be
Sippin Hennessy
Twistin almarie?
Tryina smoke a B
Lookin properly
Feelin on a G?
And always (Well Well Well Well Well)
Come with me and sip on some regular champagne
You aint know Twista can work it like the Whispers
Hit the stop light, get into some Isaac
The rims still moving so I'm bumping a little spinners
While I'm
Smokin on a B
Dippin through the streets
Bumpin R&B
And I got to leave
something to the G's?
And I do it (well well well well well)
When my earth and the wind smoke a fire
Let me when get your sheets wet listening to Keith Sweat
Put you in a daze for maze
Fullfilling our every sensation slow ? having deep sex
You ready for the world girl
Come on over make me touch you all over your body baby don't say no to me
An every moment you controllin' me I'm lovin the way you be holding me when I be listening to Jodeci
And when I come over and bend your ass
You be bumpin Teddy Pendergrass
I'da hit it from the back to the melody to roll it slow
Now I gotta go up in it fast, but imma finish last
No matter how much of a thug you see
I still spit it like it's R&B, so to the club with me
And with some Luther come on and hope you finna and stilla be in love with me

She said she wants some Marvin Gaye, some Luther Vandross, a little Anita, will definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)
She said she want some Ready for the World, some New Edition, some Minnie Ripperton, and definitely set this party off right
(Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)

Baby drop another slow jam
And all us lovers need hold hands
And if you aint got no man hop up on my brohem
I keep it pimpin like an old man
You gots to roll with the plan
Cuz after that then I
Take it to the dome
Then I got to bone
Stay up in the zone
Got to get you home
Gotta run up on
And I do it (well well well well well)
Baby drop another slow jam
And all us lovers need hold hands
And if you aint got no man hop up on my brohem
I keep it pimpin like an old man
You gots to roll with the plan
Cuz after that then I
Take you to my home
And we could get it on
Whisper on the phone
Just to get you goin'
Tryina make you moan
And I do it (well well well well well)

---wrecked @ 12/23/2003 03:48:00 PM---

At last... Changed the skin... Kinda weird ay? Nehmind. Gonna find a way to change the picture of the flower there... And the "pink flowers*". Anyways.. gonna stay home the whole day do homework. Yes i am. Be a good boy for now. Haha. Gonna watch a movie with nadZ, zee, aidil and some other peeps on saturday or maybe next week... Depends on aidil if he can make it on saturday then it'll be a saturday. If not it'll be a next week plan. And bout my dilemma... Damn it. Effing hate dilemmas... Yes im serious. Duh~ My head's blank... Empty brain now... Come back later... Till then... Peasshy meashy mushy push~ Love boo...

---wrecked @ 12/23/2003 01:08:00 PM---

Monday, December 22, 2003

Why am i feeling so emotional? I can't figure out why... For the past few days i've been feeling so... Boo boo... i'm sorry for what i've done... Never been this emotional before... If you're reading this... Hope you forgive me for my childishness... For the last time... i'm sorry...

My uncle and aunts and my 2 cuzzy came over to my place... Celebrated my mak busu's birthday... Ate quite a lot... Didnt want to.. Actually i ate a lil... But my cuzzy can't finish up the noodles so i finished it up for her. Don't need any credit for that...

Now... i got no idea... Am i in a dilemma or not? Depressed? Desperate? Arghh!!... Got no damn idea now... Not in the mood... Too emotional now... Flying away now...

---wrecked @ 12/22/2003 11:01:00 PM---

Kelly Rowland-Angel

Aha aha this is for my fans
Aha aha this is for my destiny
Aha aha this is for my fans
Aha aha this is for my future churches
Aha aha this is for my best-friend
Aha aha this is for my future churches
Aha aha this is for my mother
Aha aha this is for my...

You are my best friend.
And I love you
You're always there to love me,
When I didn't even love my self
You bring out the best in me
And I thank you
Thank you for my life, thanks for your advice
Your wisdom and your straight ohh

My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally
My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally

You are my messenger
From heaven
No matter how unhappy I become,
You always find a way to make me smile
And I admire you
For your feel hard
You always giving all of you
To everyone around you
And I pray we never part

My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally
My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally

And if it wasn't for you
And if I didn't know you
And if you never reach me
And if you didn't tease me
I wouldn't be who I am right now
I wouldn't give what I give right now
I wouldn't think what I think right now
I'm thanking you, I'm thanking you, ohhh

My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally
My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally

My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally
My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally

---wrecked @ 12/22/2003 03:29:00 PM---

I'm so bored and still sleepy... Gonnado homework later too... Anyways... yesterday's performance was great... Although the music was cocked up (eff u song man), we managed to impress the crowd the most. Thanx for that. Banana hang long long. hahaha. That was nice. Helped Rhino apply for ITE last night before going to sleep... And yes.. guess what? Woke up at 9. Haha... Lame old mr.lone. Such an avid crapper i am sometimes but nehmind bout it. Ain't going out today... Don't think i'm feeling well today... So cold now... *shivering* Got nothing else to say... Lock myself in again later maybe... No promises...

---wrecked @ 12/22/2003 10:51:00 AM---

Sunday, December 21, 2003

Yesterday was fun!! Went out with CDS. Especially that you know who. It was great. BFC rocking the stage. yeah. It was great. But too bad i hafta leave early... Anyways Bboyfreak, about the Friday accident.. HAHAHA. I'm fine dude. Don't worry. Used to it. urban Xchange was tehre... Triplenoize too... But anyways... i missed Bushmen. Overall...i loved Urban Xchange the most. I can't pull the male voice to the high pitch long enough. Damn... Wish i could get his voice. But anyways... met Aidil... Like your curly hair dude... MAggi+Curly fries+Pasta. haha. Mine's white+plack beehun+curly fries. SuckyX... :P. Till here for now. JAMDZUl!! Mana kau?? Tak call call pon... Got show today..need to know where to meet... Ok mr.lone... Go!!

---wrecked @ 12/21/2003 11:16:00 AM---

Spend my days looking out of the window
Looked outside to let my mind transcend from the sorrows
Pounding straight to my heart like a shot from an arrow from a bow
And i just feel like dying slow
Spent time alone without anybody disturbing the peace of mind of mine
And nobody wasting my time in this damning life of mine
Just to get myself off the tantrums that i'm facing now
I get my pencil and a pad out
I let out my emotions i kept like a hostage
With a high hope to let out my tantrums and pain out of my life's cage

I thought about the lonely days and the misery i've been through
And how i spent my time trying to erase all my blues
Till my dream girl came true
Wishing and hoping you would be my boo
As i feel free off my problems when i see you
Hoping this wouldn't a fantasy that you would be my boo
I'll pray and wait for the so-called dream to come true
Hoping that God would answer my prayers and girl i need you...

Thinking of you to kick away my pain
Though problems may arise, i will still remain
All the lonely times i've been through
I went through for you just to be with you

From the wreck of my heartbreaks i realize how much pain it is
From the wrath of my past relationships i realize how terrible it is
My heartaches and the pain i can't resist
And i could think of nothing that could assist me
Now you are by side
And you've showed me the light
And you showed me your love
And i make it fair and i showed you my love
Now that our hearts intertwine
I hope we can remain togeher forever

---wrecked @ 12/21/2003 10:07:00 AM---

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