semi-optimist.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Listening to Chingy's One Call Away... Can't stop thinking of ma boo... Arghh... Can't wait to meet her... Went to Sinta... its closed. Blardy hell.... Then went to esplanade..chill2..break2... and finally...went to jam with Shahir... Played RHCP and Metallica. Hahaha.... Nothing much to update... To my boo... I love you and i miss you!!!

---wrecked @ 1/24/2004 11:00:00 PM---

Friday, January 23, 2004

"One Call Away"
(feat. Jason Weaver)

[J/Weav]
Ooh, yea yea
DTP, how we do
Call you and you can call me
Whatever you wanna do baby

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
(If you was my lady)
I'm only one call away

[Chingy]
It was weird how we met, huh
She was wit her mom in Bank America
I'm wit my son cashin the check
So I asked outta respect (uh)
Would she like to explore the world or buy
We can fly in my jet
Her reply was "Yes, can I ask you sumpin?"
I seen it in her eye, mama lookin like all I wanted was sex
Then moved to the next (that is true) but it was something
about this girl's style that make me feel no regrets
We started off casual; walks through the park
Candle light dinners by dark, I'm thinkin smart (smart)
Of course she might think I'm in a rush
To touch, clutch and be up, but baby I ain't on that stuff
Dropped her off and told her call me up, we can talk
Conversate about political subjects whatever's sparks
So I zoomed off, lookin by and my phone rang
It was her in the shower, (she said) she said "I couldn't do without ya"
Then I said. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

[Chingy]
The next day I'm with the fellas at the case playing ball
Here she comes wit her friends they posted up on the wall
Now I'm showing off, trynta dunk trynta dribble break fast
Through the middle just to see her smile and giggle
Game over I approched her wit a kiss on the cheek
The homeboys lookin at me sayin "Lil Howard you weak"
But you know how that go, what I got they want
What I got I flaunt, never mess wit it, PLEASE don't
Told her "I'm going home" she asked can she go too
I'm like "Yeah boo, I can't see me without you"
Got thurr, I took a shower jumped out she in the bed
With a see-through thong said I looked at her and said. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, call, me)
Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
(If you was my baby)
I'm always one call away

[Chingy]
Girl recognize game, before game recognize YOU
You're dealin wit a player, TRUE
Now whatchu wanna do?
We can kick it and go puff on a bluuunt
Oh you don't smoke? Grab a pint of Hen' then we can get druuunk
It's up to you, I'm the man but baby just let me know
Cuz if you got an attitude I could treat you just like a hoe
Get to rollin wit me baby, hop in there's enough room
We can gaze at the stars that shine like the moon
Gimme a chance to show ya, and a chance to know ya
Just be true, and there's nothing I won't do, for ya
Some women like to play it foul (foul)
But them the kind I put in the place of a child (child)
Don't worry be happy and smile and. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

---wrecked @ 1/23/2004 11:23:00 AM---

Thursday, January 22, 2004

At last... Changed my blog skin. Maybe later i'll change the song too. hehe. Not much to update. Woke up at 8 today. Went online for a while and then my mom nagged and asked me to take my shower. Seriously i'm addicted to this underground rap/rnb beat... Last Cry by 51 50. Got it from soundclick.com. Yeah. Till then... see ya'all later. The lyrics are down below here. Check it out. Peace~ Baby boo... i miss you...~ Mwacks~

Last Cry - 51 50

Intro-
Baby girl,
I love you so much
But I guess you don't understand how much I care
Everything we've been through
I've always stayed by your side
But I guess you don't see that
As much as it hurts deep inside
I gotta let you go
Cuz I've shed my last tear...
Verse 1-
Hey- where do I go from here now...
It took us one hell of a while
So tell me how, we fell apart
When I gave you my all from the start
You was my angel
You and me together, we was untouchable
But when you let time play its role
It becomes unpredictable
Everything was changin'
Lies, Rumors
Everything inside me rearrangin'
Now I'm facin' hard decisions
And my life - In a twisted situation
But I gotta wonder why, Tell me why
Did it have to be this way
It's best that we go our separate ways

Verse 2-
I tried to fight it
The way I feel for you
But girl this pain just won't let me go
Girl if you only...
Could try to see
But I guess this love was just not meant to be...
Though it seems love was our destiny
I could never love you
The way you wanted me to...

Chorus-
I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But I'm sayin' good-bye to you
After all we've been through

I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But we just can't see it through
Even though I love you...girl

Verse 3
So many times
You left me so confused
You've hurt me so much
Yet I couldn't stop loving you
So many nights
I cried myself to sleep
Goin' crazy wonderin' if I should leave
Girl I'll never,love another..
Cuz you were my pride
And you were my life
And you were my last............

Chorus-
I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But I'm sayin' good-bye to you
After all we've been through

I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But we just can't see it through
Even though I love you...girl

Bridge-
All I ever wanted was to make you happy
And all I ever wanted was to see you smile
All I ever wanted was for you to love me
But we just couldn't seem to work things out
Tell me why do things have to change
And tell me where did we go wrong
Cuz baby girl I'm tired of cryin'
I guess someway we'll just have to move on...

Chorus-
I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But I'm sayin' good-bye to you
After all we've been through

I shed my last tear with you
I cried my last cry with you
But we just can't see it through
Even though I love you...girl~!

---wrecked @ 1/22/2004 12:42:00 PM---

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Loads of homework... Arghh!! Dammit... Then my bill shot up to 144 bucks!!! Mamprot sak... All because of talking long on the phone... Sigh... Better not do it again. Seriously. I'm just not in the mood today... Got no exact reason why. I'm also out of ideas what to type in... So... most prolly i'll get back in later... Haiz...~

---wrecked @ 1/21/2004 06:06:00 PM---

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Yesterday went to Changkat CC for the Blingz Party... Kinda mendak but nehmind... Had band yesterday... Sec one welcome party... Managed to smile a bit..but not much... Entahlah... Sakit uh smalam. Dammit peh jepon. Hehehe. After that went to Danceworks rehearsal... Gedebak gedebuk gedebagedil then went to my fellow danceworks crew team.... Name cannot tell uh. Confidentialle~ Hehehe. I'm currently listening to Hoobastank's Running Away... Remembered bout the past... Wanted to run away but i never did... Was stopped by parents... After my beloved grandma passed away... Granny... to u... I just wanna say that i love u so much... Wish i could pull u back alive... But i can't...

Went to that gig yesterday was fine with their songs... But boring coz of so lil people. Dunno la why... But anyways it was fine... "Big bro" FleXx was there... Thanx for cheering me up ayte bro... And today.. it was fine... Chatted with boo and did my homewerk. Hate it but have to do it. Got nothing else to say now... So...chuz?~

---wrecked @ 1/18/2004 06:28:00 PM---

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