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Friday, March 12, 2004

Just reached home from East Coast... An effing ex of mine asked me and forced me to come down when i effing lazy... I'm just heavy in the ass seriously... Pissed off by her and yeah... Too bad... Now i'm really sleepy... And tomorrow i have to go to school for Parents' Day... Thank God i passed... Passed all except humanities and DnT... That damn dnt theory paper killed me. Hahaha. Then having band and going to marina square... My ex and her sis wants me to follow to watch something there... After that i'll be going to West Mall... watching Josh and the other bartleyans in Danceworks. You go guys!

Now... i'm really missing baby girl... She be going to melaka till monday... I'm gonna miss her a lot... Told her not to flirt and not to be naughty there and not cheat on me. Ahakz. I'm now listening to Marcell's Firasat... It's really a sad song... And this song really reminds me of my baby girl... I'm missing her a lot now... Baby...if u are reading this... I want u to know that i really love you...and i dun wanna lose you... May our relationship last long baby... I love you... Muackz!!!!

---wrecked @ 3/12/2004 11:03:00 PM---

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

As i come closer to reality... I realise how much pain i struggled through... And as times pass... It gets tougher and harder...but im able to get through it. I look around me... I feel closer and closer to my dreams... Its all the help of my loved ones and the teachers..and most importantly..God and my late grandmaw... Grandmaw... i wish i could hug u now... I just need someone to talk to now... But i just feel as though im alone... Although u have passed away... i'll be thinking of you always... I love you... Rest in peace grandmaw... Allah bless you...loves you.

As days passed..ever since the first day of school... An angel from somewhere caught my eye... I just couldnt believe my eyes... Something sent by her had knocked on my door... And im curious..what really was going on... It was her... I was laid speechless in the pile of loneliness... She came smiling... She came talking to me... If only i have the guts to tell you how much i feel... Although i'm just a young man without anything attractive to you... I'll try all i can... Just to make it through to you... I'll make it through... Success in life and through to you... I love you...

---wrecked @ 3/10/2004 11:08:00 PM---

Monday, March 08, 2004

"Closer - Goapele"

Closer to my dreams
Getting over, I’m gettin’ higher
Closer to my dreams
I’m getting higher and higher


Feel it in my sleep
Some times it feels like I’ll never go pass again
Some times it feels like I’m stuck forever and ever
When I’m going higher


Closer to my dreams
I’m goin’ higher and higher
I ain’t gonna sleep
Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let
it go)
Leaving all my fears to burn down
Push them away so I can move on


Closer to my dreams
Feel it all over my being
Close your eyes and see what you believe
I’m happy as long as we’re apart
Then I’m moving on to my dreams
I’ll be moving higher (Moving higher)


Closer to my dreams
And higher and higher, higher
Feel it in my being (I can feel it flow around me)
I know that I could not go alone (No, no)


I’m moving higher (Higher), oh...
I’m going higher and higher and higher (Higher and
higher)
Closer to my dreams (Higher and higher, oh...oh...)
I’m moving upward and onward and beyond all I can see
(Stretching out my arms so I can breathe)


Feels so close it’s like strange
I can feel my dreams (Closer to my dreams)
I’m moving closer to my dreams
I’m moving (Higher and higher) higher and higher
(Higher and higher)
Moving higher, ho...
Some times it feels like you never gon’ change (Never
gon’ change)
But you never choose to walk away

---wrecked @ 3/08/2004 06:06:00 PM---

Sunday, March 07, 2004

Today's a tiring day... Fun and lonely. Went to taka and watch the cheerleading competition... Long tyme since i joined cheerleading.. But anyways... It was sad that my friend's team didnt win the top 3 position... However they got GOLD award! It's better than a silver or bronze ok. Yah. They cried... I pity them... But they tried their best. Go Sonix! Go! Hehehe. Just finished my transformation homework. Hahaha. Haven't finish English vocab and Malay vocab. Die die!! Yup... Went window shopping too at far east and yup,planned to watch "Honey" today..but was too tired... Perhaps this coming saturday... Wanna watch with at least somebody...but too bad... Hafta watch alone...

Anyways...gtg... Hafta sleep.. Peace!~

---wrecked @ 3/07/2004 11:02:00 PM---


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