semi-optimist.

Friday, September 10, 2004

Sitting in front of the computer with my fingers on the keyboard, i'm staring at the monitor screen.. I could see u lingering in my mind.. I'm missing you so much right now baby.. My arms are still waiting for you.. Waiting for next week is like a year to me.. I'm dreading without you by my side.. My heart is pumping fast, worried of losing you.. In my life there's only one love and the love is you. i love you... I pray to the One above.. I pray that our love will last forever baby... I love you forever... Even if you would break my heart or tear it apart.. i will love you still forever..

I lay on my bed.. I wished that you would be by my side.. Wanting to hold you close to me.. Love you sincerely and truly.. I wished, hoped, pleaded, begged that i would be by your side till the very end of our lives.. Cos you're precious to me.. Much more precious than diamonds and pearls and much wider than the big oceans in the world... I love you... And my i love you's ain't a game.. It ain't a movie or film.. Its reality...

---wrecked @ 9/10/2004 10:15:00 AM---

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Baby.. While i'm typing this out.. I'm crying..I know how much pain you are in now.. You told me you are in a dilemma.. You don't want me to regret cos of your condition. But baby.. I don't regret being with you. If God allows us to.. I wanna be by your side till the end of time. I wanted to cry when i knew bout your condition. But that ain't and will never ever stop me from loving you. I wanna give you my everything.. I love you.. From the bottom of my heart.. I really love you. Only death would bring us apart..

I'm having a show at Bedok later today at 4. Which part of Bedok.. i don't know. But i heard its Bedok Central. Watch out for Ze Stylus.. I'm not dancing.. But i'm just making a cameo appearance.. hahaha! Gonna be by my babyghurl's side later. I'm missing your touch and your kisses... I love you...

I'm writing up till here. Till then.. Wait for my next update. Peacey~

---wrecked @ 9/09/2004 09:40:00 AM---

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Incomplete

It's been months since you're gone
After months of bittersweet love, you left me alone
You got my tears drip down
To the ground
And i can't get myself up on my feet
As time passed, I realised, without you, my life's incomplete
Now i'm down on my knees
Praying, begging God please

Chorus:
Don't take my babygirl away from me
Free my life from this misery
I'm cold and empty without my baby
Cos without her love, my life's incomplete

When i opened up my eyes to a brand new day
I look at our picture on my photo frame
We used to be partners in crime
Like Bonnie and Clyde
But now, i'm just a loner
Sticking my heart out, telling myself that i'm missing ya
Every day and night i pray
To God above, that you safe, and may we'll be together again

Chorus

I never wanted to say goodbye
All i wanted is you to be in my life
If only loving you is reality
But it's sad, cos it's all a fantasy

Chorus

---wrecked @ 9/05/2004 11:33:00 PM---

Back again for today. Fweelin tired. No plans today. Just lazing around at home finish up my folio. Looking up to the skies.. The sun ain't shining. In whatever way.. I know everything happens for a reason. I gotta keep myself strong.

Prelims is after school reopens. Fuggit. Gotsta deal with my friggin folio.. By tonight, i should have done with my production processes and part of evaluation. Evaluate all those bullshit. Damn! Tomorrow till thursday i got school. Dumberassed.. Frig it. But have to do it mayn.. prelims after term 3 holidays. Hold there ayte. I'll make it through. Anyways.. Yesterday's show was ok.. Just a slight cock up. But it was fine. Reached home at twelve last night. Right now, i'm listening to Lil Flip's U Neva Know... Nice one there.

Gotsta go now.. Get back here soon. Till then.. Get low.

---wrecked @ 9/05/2004 04:51:00 PM---

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