semi-optimist.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

hello. went to shop just now. shop for xmas present. tmr going to rachie's house. got open house. all fb peeps will be there. going there straight after the gig at gashaus. yeah! cant wait to headbang and mosh tomorrow.

anyways.. went to hougang mall mini toons to buy a mug. haha. below 20 bucks gift? thats wat i got. haha. after that went to far east.. bought something for emoPUFF. after that went to HMV.. checked out CDs. pissed off to see saosin album's price dropped to 18.95. fucking hell. nvm. its alright. i bought it first alright. haha. after that, went to peninsula.. bought new silverstein t shirt. damn nice. gonna buy 1 for emoPUFF soon. i think i wanna buy her the pink heart with wings. haha.

emoPUFF going indonesia on monday.. gonna miss u so much baby.. dun be naughty when am not around ok. cant wait to see u on wednesday. i love u so.

nothing much to update. gonna mosh tmr. haha. till then, taa~.

end.

---wrecked @ 12/23/2006 08:07:00 PM---

Friday, December 22, 2006

in the wake of the afternoon, i start to miss u so much.. thinking bout things we could do. the things left in my mind and on my lips now is i love you and i miss you. i really sincerely do. love u so.

its gonna be 12 pm. so imma get ready to go for friday prayers and after that get home to pack up to go for juniors prac later. just look at their danceworks. before going to skool i'm going to far east to buy something. went to the bank earlier this morning to make my atm card.. gotsta save money for the future now.

lots of upcoming events coming.. this sunday am watching an emo/punk/hardcore/metal gig with my bro.. mosh and headbang till night yea. HELL YEA!

to my heroine, emoPUFF.. i love u so. end.

---wrecked @ 12/22/2006 11:56:00 AM---

Thursday, December 21, 2006

hey. back from vivo. with emoPUFF and jamal. enjoyed ourself. played at E-ZONE, ate lemon chicken rice + hot chicken rice chilli. nice. bought a pair of ring for me and baby. 30 bucks. once in a while i will pamper her with stuffins like this. she needs attention.. i know i havent give her much. i regret my mistakes. i'll get over my mistakes. im going crazy over u now.

if u ask me for my heart,
i'll give it to you,
till death do us part,
i promise you

i will never leave you
out in the cold
holding on tight to you
never will i let you go

baby.. always tell your self that im always with u. every single second. i love you. i really do.

---wrecked @ 12/21/2006 09:20:00 PM---

hey. emokid's back. got surprise for emopuff girl today. haha. u'll know later. she said dont spend much on nonsense crap. but i dont care. let me pamper u once in a while emopuff. emokid loves you so. of course he does. a lot. keep that in mind. dont leave me ok.

later going vivo city.. with emopuff of course. after some tyme i finally realise that she means a lot to me. no no u aint going far away from me. if u do i'll slit again and panadols again. haha. kidding.

yesterday went for fb prac.. they said i transformed a lot. haha. thanks a lot for that.

its already 9 am and am not showered wet yet. i stink. bathing now. end.

---wrecked @ 12/21/2006 09:06:00 AM---

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

eventually after what has all happened, there's only one thing that i can say. baby, i love you so.

you needed a lot of attention. i understand what you mean now. im sorry for all my mistakes in the past. from now on i wanna love u like how i did before. i'll never let you out in the cold alone no more. i swear. i enjoyed every single minute, every single second with you. STAY WITH ME. DON'T LEAVE ME. COS I WON'T. ALL I WANT NOW IS JUST YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DO.

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. DON'T! I LOVE YOU SO.

---wrecked @ 12/20/2006 12:59:00 AM---

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i've cried enough. i feel numb inside out. i can't feel anything. i just feel emotionless..

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

---wrecked @ 12/19/2006 12:55:00 AM---

Monday, December 18, 2006

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME NOW???!!!!!!

---wrecked @ 12/18/2006 07:54:00 PM---

hey.. sorry long tyme no update.. my pc was down. cos cant go online.. changed my modem.. so everything's back to normal..

so far everything's going bad.. not as wat i wanted it to be.. common test is shit. this is a test from Allah.. hafta accept it..

im not quite sure what's been wrong to myself.. im not what i am nowadays..

went to jam today.. 2 hours.. 3 to 5.. i feel that am playing better than the previous tyme. the pedals were awesome today. felt the fun yea. today's jam session was fruitful.

went to my cousin's birthday chalet from friday night to sunday. it was great. enjoyed myself.. but she didnt call me.. waited for her call.. but nevermind..

going ngaji later.. need to get ready. next tyme. end.

---wrecked @ 12/18/2006 07:05:00 PM---

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