semi-optimist.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Wrecked Eyesore

you wrecked me once before
and i was a mess, in front of your eyes
i felt that i was an eyesore
wrecked inside, wish i could die

when you're not around
insomnia strikes me
on my bed, i roll myself around
at the end of the night, i cry "please come back to me"

i've realised what i have done wrong
i feel so foolish, i called myself dumb
for all my mistakes and faults
and now i've repent it all
give me one last chance to make it up to you
tonight..

so tell me now
what i should do
to make it up to you
like what i've promised you
cos i love you too much
i miss you too much

i feel like a sucka
when you're not around
please.. come back to me!!!!

i admit my mistakes
let me suffer what you've had suffer
ever, if i break my promises
i'll slit myself goodbye..

---wrecked @ 12/30/2006 11:25:00 AM---

every time u mention jason's and wellmy's name, my mood always change. every time u mention nina's and anisah's name, i start to feel hate. remember ur promise. remember our vows. don't ever break it. if you do, you will be wrecking my whole life down to small pieces. better remember. i love you so..

---wrecked @ 12/30/2006 01:49:00 AM---

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

take me to a place just me and you
peaceful in the sparkling night
dont worry, stay here, its just me and you
tonight...

sit right by my side
nobody's looking now
hold me tight, dont leave me now
'cos i'll make my vow
i swear to you, i promise you
that i wont leave you out in the cold
all alone..

made my mistakes and now i repent
i totally regret
now let me come clean
let me get over it all, oh please
just this time now, im down on my knees

i just need your mercy
just one last chance i need
to get over my mistakes
im not perfect

---wrecked @ 12/27/2006 01:31:00 AM---

hey. came break from breaking. once in a while. haha. long tyme since i last break.. missing emoPUFF so much now.. cant wait to see her tomorrow again. tomorrow she'll be leaving singapore at 11 indonesia time.. she should be home around... 1 or 2! tomorrow got fb prac 3 to 5, and after that off to chalet. meet emoPUFF first then go to downtown east. yeah!

listening to funeral for a friend's history. im missing her now.

baby, if u see this, please take note of this.

I LOVE YOU.

end.

---wrecked @ 12/27/2006 12:03:00 AM---

Monday, December 25, 2006

hey pple. was back from shopping just now. and yeap, i promised to buy her the silverstein tee with the pink heart and wings.. and i did. haha. and i went to buy new pair of drumsticks. 7 bucks only. from peninsula. pair of drumsticks from carlos percussions. had a 10 bucks sticks from regal tip before during my percussion camp in 2001.. but its lost a few years back. haha. but yeah. am happy with my new sticks. and i still have my old drumming practice pad. HAHA.

ok.. emoPUFF is currently in indonesia now for holiday.. enjoy urself ok baby. cant wait to see u on wednesday. i love you. *muackx*

till then, bye. end.

---wrecked @ 12/25/2006 05:21:00 PM---

---wrecked @ 12/25/2006 05:17:00 PM---

UNTITLED

when you're not around
everything seems to be out of place
wondering about your whereabouts
i just want to see you face to face

'cos nobody else makes me feel this way
other than you, and i swear
i swear its true
there's nobody else that i love... but you...

i just miss you so
that i'm ripping my flesh off for you
please dont go away
listen to me, please stay

cold and lonely nights
i'm lying on my bed and i could see your smile
and when i see your smile it starts to break me down
it starts to break me down..

i tried not to think
but my head refused
my heart sinking deep
tell me where are you

i just miss you so
that i'm ripping my flesh off for you
please dont go away
listen to me, please stay

---wrecked @ 12/25/2006 04:29:00 PM---

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