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Friday, May 18, 2007

after i logged out at ard 2, i couldnt sleep. last night i slept at 9 and i woke up at 12.. and im starting to have my migraine again.. and tummy ache. but nevermind. nobody cares anyway.

---wrecked @ 5/18/2007 06:31:00 AM---



your words hurt me so much. and your disrespect hurts me so bad.. just soo bad that it made cry so badly. i'm just hurt too much. i didnt want to hurt you. but you keep on disrespecting.i was with my earpiece and you were talking. i asked for the question again cos i really couldnt hear. and you said you were not going to repeat cos you dun like me to repeat yourself. you think i do? DAMN NO LA!! dumb question to ask. a month ago you did the same. i was angry also. after that, i was talking to you and you took off your earpiece and put it back to your ears again. you dun even tell me you will be walking home. CANT YOU EVEN SAY IT? AND YOU CAN EVEN ASK ME TO STOP FOLLOWING YOU?? ITS FREAKING YISHUN AT NIGHT FOR GOD'S SAKE WITH BUNCH OF MATS ALL AROUND!!

and if you hate me so much after what happened, go ahead and say it right at my face. you wanna call the police just because i followed you home? go ahead. i stalked you? fine, go and make a police report. when im in jail for harrassment, you dun need to see me. and when you dun see me, just pray that i wont be going out anymore. so you dun need to worry bout where you wanna go. just say that i'm better off dead.

sometimes when i dun have the money cos i need to pay my bills and all and i didnt bring pocket money to eat, i thought that the money you spared me was sincere. but you weren't. you raised the point that you hate guys who asked for money. but you spared me the money and you say you hate it? sparing me money cos you "dont want me to fall sick and you love me". just dun bother sparing me money when im broke now alright. let me die if you want to. go ahead and fly solo if you want. i dun wanna let you go. its my promise. but it seems that you wanna make a police report. its as though you dun wanna see me anymore. i love you more than any other girls. i have lots of pretty gal friends, but why did i choose you? i love you for the person that you are.

my eyes swell after whatever happened. you say things without thinking. it seems that whatever i do is nothing to you. WRONG to you. your disrespect and sincerity hurts me badly. forget bout having lunch together. do whatever you wanna do. just call me when you're home.

---wrecked @ 5/18/2007 01:13:00 AM---


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