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Saturday, June 09, 2007

the day started off badly. went for BTT test and i failed.. couldnt concentrate.. mixed up questions.. and i failed it. next BTT test is on 15th august. sigh..

early morning i was feeling fine and when you called me its as though u blaming me for wearing slippers to go for BTT. in the end it was ok to wear slippers. you scolded me for no reason.. sigh..

i feel useless and hopeless for the past few weeks.. and i feel like i have nothing. if only i could get my hands on something and break it apart. and now i start to feel that love is fucked up. it doesnt suck. it's just fucked up. everything is going wrong for me. all i feel like doing now is smashing something. or maybe someone's face.. am just upset. depressed. disappointed. with myself. am worthless. i dont mean anything to you.

---wrecked @ 6/09/2007 12:09:00 PM---


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